@.testing!

hello? eeee bangla this stupid computer! so many pop up . even though i block it d!
duno who the hell use my user and go andfind porno stuff. T.T
i dont watch it! euw!!!!
all you porn watchers!! light that candle man!
=D=D
use new skin . i dono nice o not. i ike the part where its orangey!
lol
okla tillheree! short post oni!lol
continue my one tree hill marathon!

currently chatting wif adrian. jason the ham sap kia. and jeremy! lol
all budak horny xD

@.afterparty

haha! what boring day is it now. lol .diden go to school today.
*sick!-
let me juz post onwhat happen yesterday,sunday!
it was CHARM CHEER COMPETITON!
it was divided into two cato. stunting and dancing
as you all know. we are *avalanche* but since we sign up as warriors.yeap.
warriors it is. i love you ex hollabackers for giving and taking this thing!
aftter all we are under avalanche now! there's no stoping that!
anyway!
WARRIORS DID PHENOMENAL! its a day to remember!
i am so proud 0f you babez! so damn synchronize i couldnt believe me eyes.
altough i didn regret i pull out. but i know i was so happy for them!
we didnt win but it was serious such a great effort!
we went to school at 12 to wait.
*-me,amanda,adrian ,jason ham,kanchana,shubash,christopher,zhiji,kevin ravi,jason tan. and jason's gf and friend. i dont know their names! >.<*-
rugi you people who didnt go! wasted !!
=) the other 8 + 1 cheerleaders where there earlier for a short briefing.
it was.
*- brian, jia yuan , u sern. kimberly,audrey,pheiwen,yiwen.charlotte.shu hui*-
we waited for the bus for almost 1 hour! babi!
*tayar pancit!*
lol! went we reaced there. i tll you the crowd was superb!! =D
and also i met hadry there!
haloo! =) long time no see miss u! lol! =)
kinda when we reached there everyone was alll over the place. haha!
i was mostly with warriors! lol
we grouped hug! we wer all a team we win or lose we wont shed a tear!
it was a great effort! their dancing was so nice!
and also we have to thank a special charm member. FLORENCE .without her we would not have came this far! =) and also thanks to our choreographer USERN! we love you people!!
=D warriors was the first performance. brian n i was shouting. *went high evantually >.<*
haha! damn shocking!
after that i couldnt see anymore i was too short to see! hahaha.
brian wanted to shoulder sit me but i said no cuz i was wearing a skirt. >.<
lol!
so i could not see a thang!!
anyway we have to video! once i get it ill post it here! =)
okay after that we got a little hungry. i was supposed to makan with hadry but. haha
n o l a . haha went to big ben's to eat! hahaha
there was erm 3 couples. amanda& zhiji . jasontan& gf . 3rd is whose name is not aloud to know.

haha =)) eeeee. couples disgusting they are. holding hand and doung *yok ma stufs!*
eeee yuuuk. lol
so.. jiayuan was my babe for the day!
jia wanted to show off. hhaha so we hold han. eeee sounds lesbian! lol
then show our hand to zhiji n amanda! hahahaha
lalalala. who says oni guys can do that! hahaa! we daring people! lol
after the results. we walked around.
and then when it was 7 we went to our bus. =)
then we have 4 cute couples sitting together. the forth was yi ning & bf.


the after party!!!!!!!!!!!!
at the......
BUS!
yeah. the after party! everyone practically went siao except the *3rd couple , and amanda&zhiji*

how quiet they are. >.<
mexican wave. wheheeeeeeeeeee!!=D
competition. chili ball thingy.. - usern ,jason ham!
WINNER = USERN!
hanging like a monkey thingy. - brian.jason ham
WINNER=BRIAN!
eating some sour candy cane - usern.jason ham!
WINNER= USERN!
so jason ham was our loser for the day!
so we shouted * jason sucks! *
JASON TAN terasa and said * oi got tw0 jason here la! *
hahaha! how funny we laughed! after that brian on his radio
and then everyone went high! hahaa
and jason ham sang *ASHNU BACK!*
once i get the recording from adrian ill post it here too! =D
hahaa till ere!!
FUN DAY IT WAS! BYE BYE!

You ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life altering? Is it four years like high school, one year, an eight week rock tour? Can your life change in a month, or a week or a single day? Were always in a hurry to grow up to go places to get ahead but when your young one hour can change everything.

@.lalalala!

eeeeeeee. im bored!
today. nothing much. didnt really do anything also!
lol woke up quite late today at 1 something
then realize my mum and my bro are going to genting highlands! i didnt go
cuz tomorrow's competition! lol!
=D must sokong. yay im so happy their not gonna be around . lol
kinda evil. NOT! hahahaha! so peaceful!
so wake up change clothes do stuff
then go out to kl sentral
lol fetch them go to the bus station wheeewheeewheeheeeeee!
lalalaa im so happy!
im watching ONE TREE HILL eeeee. izzit like somekinda possesions...
like drugs. i can take myself of the show
i have finish season 4 ..waiting for the new episode to come out
*MARCH 28! FOR ALL YOU ONE TREE HILL LOVERS!* wheeee!
cant wait!
now watching season 2..recap ! =)
wheeeeeee.. addicted!
*LARISSA!* hahaha sesated!! =)
then after fetch d, go n eat... then we go petaling street. loll
so dirty. after walk walk walk walk walk walk walk already
go summit.
buy router!!! hahaha
now i can surf wireless! how co.ol is that? lalalalalllalala!! =D
happppppyyyy =)!
then after buy back cha kuey teow . and eat! wheeee yummy!
and then online!
currently chatting with. LARISSA. adrian ong. adrian ong 2! and friends!
lol! =)all my darls!
wheeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeee!
tomorrow cheerleading! anybody interested . sit bus. come to school before 12 pm!
comeeeeeeeee!!!
comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee la and support! see sexy babes lol .swt
support yea! this is under WARRIORS! but we not gonna forget about holla members. lol. we still love you!
we're collaborating it. new cheer team.
suppose it was avalance. but i think changing again!
GO!
but anyway please come n support!
okler! gtg watch

onetree hill.

byebyebye worlddd!!!!!

Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small , like when we do a bad thing, for a good reason. Some are bigger, like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pangs of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret, because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past. And sometimes we bury our regret, by promising to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did... but the things we didn't do. The things we didn't say that could save someone we care about. Especially when we can see the dark storm that's headed their way.

@.oth

"Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real when you woke up you didn't know what to believe? What would you do if what you thought was true wasn't, and what you thought wasn't true was. Would you retreat into your dreams with the hope of finding a more perfect reality? Sometimes life is stranger than a dream, and the only way to wake up is to face what lies are hidden in your soul. And you can only hope that in those moments of dark reflection, that you are not alone. "

one tree hill T.T sobs giler. until episode 15 and BAMS! stop there!!
i want to watch one tree hill !!!
blah... i really like it. and... episode 15.. the ending. i mean
wat was crazy derek doing there?it got everybody's mind thinking for a second!
waaaaa.T.T please act faster !!
JAMES LAFFERTY u are mine!! nathan nathan nathan!!
thr fact that lucas reminds me of someone... u can go to hell!!
i mean that guy. >.<
cries again!!
episode 15. damn it makes me so emo!!!
emooooooo!
and im really speechless so i im sad. im supposed to be a HGIH girl! wheeeeee
im kinda liking this thing.. lol!
posting not only about outings. like wat everybody always do
bla d bla d blah. posting about. "i where here with him.
he took me there."i miss my baby" blahhh , i walked with her..."
"she said i look like a dog" anything lol
or
"i went pyramid with . --.--.--.--.-- and so on."
"we went to eat at the bbq thang"
"i ate sushi!"

those are juz... so yesterday. well yeah. sorry to affect you but yeah.lol! hahahaa.
gah i want to watch satu pokok bukit. its like
this addiction. like drugs which u cant get over it. >.<
lalalalallala.
ONE TREE HILL

one tree hill one tree hill!!
wheeeheee

OKAY STOP IT.im being lame!
lol !! okay la here goes! byebye!!!

Have you ever wondered what marks our time here? If one life can really make an impact on the world? Or if the choices we make matter? I believe they do. And I believe that one man can change many lives... for better or worse!

@.taggedddd!!!

TAGGED BY nick.tsiwey.and.duno!



Whats your name?: may
Whens your Birthday?: may...NOT! june 15th
Wheres your Birth Place?: SJMC
Eye color?: Dark brown
Hair color?: dark!
Height?: 160+.
Favorite color?: orange
Favorite food?: asam laksa. =) crab
Favorite drink?: pepsi
Favorite movie?: edison's movie!
Favorite show?: ONE TREE HILL!
Favorite kind of music?: normal?
Favoirte song?: loads.
What kind of car do you have?: porsche.NOT!
What town do you live in now?: Subang Jaya.
Are you right or left handed?: left! =) unique. same as nicky! =)
Whats your Heritage?: chinese.
Whats your weakness?: loads.
Whats your biggest fear?: l0ads
Whats your style?: edison hippie style ..=.=
Whats your thoughts when you first wake up?: no sms pls!
Whats your best physical Feature?: mmmm.
Whens your normal bed time?: late.
Whats your most missed memory?: standard2. bring me back to time =)
Whats your favorite ice cream?: chocolate chip!
Whats your favorite candy?: cotton candy.
pepsi or coke?: pepsi
Mt. dew or Sprite?: sprite.
McDonalds or Burger King?: mcdonalds.
McD'sArby's or Taco Bell?: i dont know.
Taco BellSingle or group dates?: group dates?
Chocolate or vanilla?: chocolate!
Cappuccino or coffee?: cappuccino
Do you smoke?: never.
Do you drink?: not really
Do you do drugs?: say no to dadah ^^
Do you sing?: lol.
Do you shower daily?: yeah
Are you in High school, College, or do you just work?: high school
Do you ever want to get Married?: i guess so.
Do you ever want to have kids?: yeah
Do you believe in yourself?: alittle.
Do you think you are attractive?: No.
Are you a health freak?: not really.
Are you a Neat Freak?:haha yes.NOT!
Do you get along with you parents?: so-so
Do you like Thunderstorms?: no
Do you like Tornados?: eeeeeeeeee
Do you like Snow Storms?: yes!
Do you play an instument?: no
Are you in a serious relationship?: not now. no.
If not, do you want to be?: maybe.
If yes, how long have you been together?: erm/ 0.00 seconds.
If yes, is he/she your true love?: edison!?!?!

*~* Have you ever....*~*

Kissed someone in the rain?: nope.
Sat on your rooftop?: nope.
Danced in the rain?: nope
Danced in public?: yup
Smiled for no reason?: always.
written a song?: nope
Laughed so hard you cried?: yes
Laughed so hard you peed your pants?: nope
Laughed so hard something came out your nose?: nope
Performed on stage?: yeah
Talked to someone that your didn't know?: Yes.
Gone out of the way to befriend someone?: nope?
Made out with someone in the theatre?: nope
Been in love?: yeah
Snuck out of the house?: nop
Ran Away from home?: not for now.
Cried to get out of trouble?: yes
Been arrested?: nope
Cried over a boy/girl?: i duno
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: yea
Seen a shooting star?: yes
Been to a Casino?: nop
Broken a bone?: noop
Had the chicken pox?: had it

*~* Can you...*~*

Write with both hands?: can say so?
Whistle?: yes!
Blow bubbles?: Yes
Cross your eyes?: No
Dance?: maybe
Sing?: maybe
Stay up all night without sleeping?: yup
Speak a different language?: yes
make a card pyramid?: yeap

*~* Whats the last...*~*

Time you laughed?: forget! >.<
Time you cried?: forget.
Time you went to the bathroom?:just
Time you brushed your teeth?: morning
Time you took a shower?: just
Movie you watched?: one tree hill
Joke you told?: forget!
Song you've listened to?: loads
Number you called?: brenda!
Drink you've had?: water
Book you've read?: forget >.<
Food you've ate?: pringles
Store you went to?: forget
Shoes you wore?: nike
Thing you said?: "im busy"
Flavor of gum that you have chewed?: forget


*~* How Many... *~*

Times do you brush your teeth a day?: 2?
Times do you take a shower a day?: 2?
Times have you dumped someone?: amillion xD
Times have you got in a fight?: i dotn know?
Times have you got beaten up?: none
Movies do you own?: lots
CD's do you own?: many.
Pets do you have?: a doggie.fishie and tortoiseS. erm4?
Siblings do you have?:2.
TV's are in your house?: 4!
Boyfriends/Girlfriends have you had?: 2.
Oreos can you eat?: depends on my hunger.grr
Marshmallows can you fit in you mouth at one time?: eberything!

*~* Friends *~*

How many true friends do you have?: so many
What's their names?: amanda munhong jiayuan larissa nick brenda zhiji kenny charlotte adrianOng .alot!!
Whose your best friend?: same la //and so much more
Have you ever wanted to date one of your friends?: never taught of it before
Do you have more girl or guy friends?: same i guess??
Have you ever lost a close friend from an arguement?: yes i did
Have you ever had a close friend die?: nope
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:yeap!
Which friend have you known the longest?: alot!
What do your friends think of you?: edison freak. zzz!
How often do you spend with your friends?: dunu!
Do you wish you would see your friends more or less?: More!
Have you ever been stabbed in the back by a so called friend?: Yes.
Have you ever lied to someone to make them like you?: noo?make them hate me got la x)
Were you ever classified as the loser or the freak in school?: no?
Were you ever classified as the prep or jock in school?: No?
Have you ever shunned somebody out of your little group?: dpnt udnerstand
Have you ever been shunned out of a group?: dun udnerstand

*~* Other Stuff *~*
What time is it right now?: 4.40
What day of the week is it?: wednesday
What is the date today?: 14th of March 2007
How much money do you have right now?: broke?.
Are you Hungry?: hell yea
Are you Thirsty?: yes!
What are you doing right now?: multi taskin/watching one tree hill
Do you like the sun?: no
Do you like uranus?: yes?
Do you like the earth?: Yes
Do you like the moon?: Yes
If you could control one thing what would it be?: loads.
Are you wearing underwear?: yea
Are you wearing socks?: no
Are you wearing clothes?: DUH

*~* For or Against...*~*

Suicide?:Against
Love?: For
Drunk Driving?: Against
Airplanes?: For
Trains?: For
War?: Against
Canada?: For
United States?: For
Rock Music?: for
Heavy Metal Music?: againts
School?: middle
Surveys?: dunu@
Parents?: For
Cars?: For
Killing?: Against
Britney Spears?: not sure!
Bill Gates?: For
Coffee?: For
Caffeine?: for
Pants?: for
Underwear?: for
Pets?: for

*~* Would you ever....*~*

Sky Dive?: yeap
Run away?: no
Curse at a teacher?: yes
Not take a shower for a week?: no
Go Scuba Diving?: yes. oxygen tank must got first.
Wrtie a book?: erm...
Become a rock star?: yeap!
Curse at your parents?: .
Play strip poker?: yeap. lol wear thick thick
Ask someone out?: no
Go to a dance club?: yes
Run outside in the winter naked?: no
Go to a strip club?: no
Have casual sex?: no
Have sex with someone you only knew for 2 hours?: no
Pull someone right off the sidewalk and have sex with them?: no

I TAG.. AMANDA ZHIJI LARISSA BRENDA!

There comes a time where every life goes off course.In this desperate moment,you must choose your direction.Will you fight to stand the past? Will others tell you who you are? Will you be honor by your choice? or You embrace your new path. Each morning you choose to move forward.Or simply give up.

@.lalalalala

weeeeeeeeeee. bored. this few days was not bad .the fact that it is wednesday. gahhhh
make me angry i havent study me geography yet. lol!
yesterday pn liew tuit. kanch and amanda could nto make it. so i sat with jia yuan. hahaha
so funny. we never really paid any attention. we wer busy talking about.
studdz! hahaha personal thangs =) and kept playing.
playfull.tak baik =) lol
anyway that day went to kuantan.
its so boringggg. i dont knoww.
know hot guys there. LACKING OF GUYS there... is all malays like .. uhh
definetly not my place to go for a holiday. i rather go hong kong. or something less common.
go india! che wah. jk laaa.lol
*note to adrian. juz incase u see this. u budak baik/....NOT! * im not hyprocrite!
juz kidding!! =)
today is 14th march no?
oo. happy bithday to my sister. happy bday to you.lol
hmmm okla i think i stop here first i dont really know wat to talk anymore. so bye =)

Laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. I myself prefer to laugh, since there is less cleaning up to do afterward.

@.leavemealone!

wheee juz watch one tree hill .episode 3! nyah ha ha!
gahh i semakin hate alot of them
this is what i have to say about them.

NAthan Scott! - hahhaa. the super hottie hot hot! great is basketball. sweet husband. juz dont like his attitude which is like a wall sometimes.lol =P well. he is kind of good to haley but sometimes. he thinks too much ;(

Lucas ScoTT! - hahhaha! well he is cute! hot too! but i much prefer james than chad.lol.
sweet bf. but too bad from where i am watching now. he n brooke are not together!!
he play basketball so well. actually i would prefer lucas than nathan. but the fact that he reminds me of someone... grr. he is NOT! ;(

PeytoN Sawyer! ;)- well. i have to say she is the one i dislike the most. but. she have to be the third =/ this is how bad attitude they have! hahaha che wah! lol
peyton's hot. =) i like her legs. omg like les! she likes to cry tho! lol. but she's cool ;)

Haley! ;) - im beggining to forget their names! hahaha well haley. she's very nice.and understandable =) gah i love all of em!!!! =) the wife of nathan scott! so sweet! =)

Brooke! ;/ - haha well. brooke can be said. almost the same as my attitude. very menyampah. hahha. but one thing. i dont get jealous fast like she did! hahahaha!
but i get angry fast and very stubborn too! =P

Rachel - grrr. i feel like slapping her face? lol she can be like a. good friend but a bad enemy? boyfriend and husband stealer!!!!

Dan scott - grrrr! i hate him!

keith! - hahaa his such a nice guy! sad that he had to die! when he is going to be a father and a step father of nathan =(

mouth! - hahahaha he emo's to much!! too much! lol. well. he has a crush on rachel. how dumb iz that? lol!

gah thats all i want to rite for now! lol! okler byebye! duno wad to post so i posted that =)
bye worldddddd! =)

it is better to keep your mouth closed and let people think you are a fool than to open it and remove all doubt.

@.halo

today, is friday! =) friday! almost the so -called- last-day of exam =D
so stress during the way. i slept at 3 everyday! che wah. not trying to say im rajin
but still! i put some effort in it okay! =)
1a 6B sudah memuaskan =) well at least thats wat i will get. wahetever.!
im stupid! SO?
i go to school to become clever uhh! take that whoever who think im stupid! =)
yay holiday!!!
i think.. im going to kuantan. wats special there? the beach ker? the food??
i dont even know. it all happens so fast!!
ONE TREE HILL SEASON 4 IS IN MY HANDS! BWAHAHHAHAHAHA!
yeap something happy. im a.d.d.i.c.t.e.d to one tree hill.... especially james lafferty^^
u people might not know whose that. once u see him ull be "obsessions"
hahaha!
haha okla i guess i stop here! bye!

nicky nick. ive done ur name. i dunu if u think its fugly. or something. tell me

AT LEAST SAY THANKS LAAA CG AND nick. haha! =P kla ciao!
byeee worlddddddd!


"Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there…because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else-something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize…you're happy."

@.bingung

helloo! well i must say holiday was utterly great. and when it comes to school.
it sucks . but nevermind.evantually i got over it. =)
well. all the post is about me n my friends going to paining at people house rite?
yeah dont get bored of it. juz tahan and read one more =)
hahhaa kesian. well this time is at AARON .well you can say aaron is a great party hoster tho!
lol. well thanks for inviting. =)
the person who was there was mainly the same person juz not so many person turn up
sadly larissa jia n brenda didnt go.lol
well the person who was there was. well me manda. melanie..adina. yeehuey.nick.kenny.zhiji.kh.ivan and.. oh ya. sehyeong and weikang.richard. and sorry i forgot.
well. i went there. gamble skit. lol then play mahjong . i teached nick! lol. er zhiji.kenny and ivan played. toook turns tho. only 3 kaki. well.
halfway in the game. some stupid shitass spoiled my mood. sumeone... playing mahjong. nvm.
but i got really pissed tho.and grumbled to amanda. haha!
spend time playing mahjong. later. it was funner as me n nick n manda. played only. well finally some peace rite? lol!
and winningS! =)
all i know is.. the chiken smelled nice. selepas to.... balik la.
hahhaa. going to.. be busy soon!

P/S
ZHIJI .PHEI WEN!\
i changed your colour links as what u have requested...say thanks laahh!
hahaha. okay so byeee! bye world..